Tuesday, April 29, 2008
cupcake 
@ 7:28 PM
@ 7:28 PM this is my 60th post.
and today i have alot things need to say .
welll. today went LP eat lunch .
after that go sch study .
i study maths .
just realise i got alot of things cannot remember .
hahahahaha . :)
today was veri fan in sch .
was thinking of alot of things .
nearly cry during D&T lesson .
than pearlyn made miie laugh . l0ls .
and the 3 boys behind miie were lame .
so they also made miie laugh .
it cheer miie up quite alot . :)
i was thinking about this why cant he be more understanding .
i told him not to disturb my frens ,
cuz i dun wan to be in between frens and him .
like tat i veri hard to zuo ren .
if i help my frens you say i am siding them nvr help you .
but you are the one who alsways start the problem .
not i dun wan help .
this is how i feel you are using my like a
shield in front of my frens .
do you think i will help you when you
disturb my fren first ?
i know you are a nice person ,
you treat miie veri nice .
but i just dunno why i feel tat you
are different from last time .
maybe you can say i think too much . is fine .
but you are disturbing my fren everyday .
i just hate it .
you think is fun but i dun .
i dunno should i stead with you or not.
it seems like my feelings has faded day by day .
i dunno wad should i do , i really dunno .
i cry when i am think about this at home .
i am so stress .
i think lets be good fren or best fren tat is the best idea .
i know this is rejecting you ,
i know you will feel hurt i fell hurt too you know .
like wad you say both muz corporate then the
relationship will be long .
small request from miie and you cant do it ,
how can we be together like tat .
i'm sorry i have to say all this .
if you think i am controling you then fine ,
lets not be stead after MYE .
thanks gina , su ju , shazanah , shermine and pearlyn .
thanks for listening to my story in sch .
thank you veri much . :)
